Murkiness

I hold a murkiness within,

as everyone does, and I

Am unable to tow

Fresh stars through sometimes;

Cord slipping through

Scabbed palms and fingertips.

It takes a while, sleep perhaps;

A cupful of submerged time alone

With the shadows that pine.

New stars in the morning wait,

The murkiness will clear,

But stars will burst and die.